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[Oct. 26th, 2004|04:43 pm] |
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| | Lets go- trick daddy twista n' kayne west | ] |
was told by a friend to put this in my livejournal.. here it is!
"Post your complete and honest opinion of me as a comment to this entry
please post anonymously, and dont feel afraid to say whatever
i want u to be brutally and completely honest
write as lil' or as much as you want
but if your reading this i want you to leav a comment to this
once your done put this in your own livejournal."
well there you are.
i hope my plans go through with this weekend. i wanna go to the movies friday night and then saturday me n caleb are suppose to be getting a hotel. you know to make up for our anniversary and for sweetest day. if you wanna stop by for awhile your more then welcome. just lemme know.. but me n caleb want the night to ourselves so you cant sleep over. if your drivin id rather you not drink so be smart and find a DD* sunday "HALLOWEEN" ima pass out candy to the lil kiddies.. then monday night i got plans with my girl katy, collins and caleb.
i really hope i get to do all these things! im really sick of looking forward to something.. and it not happening. :(
my mouths feelin a lil better.. i prolly will be in school tomorrow and im gona try to stay the hole day.. dependin on how im feeling.
talk to you all later! <3 much love <3 |
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| "what do i mean to you?" |
[Oct. 25th, 2004|06:30 pm] |
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Friday~Caleb came over and we just stayed at my house! my mom ended up orderin chinese food. the night was boring.. and im sick of sitting around doing nothing!
Saturday~me lori caleb jeremiah and jesse went to Erebus. They say it wasnt scary but they were scared inside! they can deny it.. but it was funny watchin them shake and askin me to hold their hands. See ill admit i thought it was kinda scary.. it wasnt anything like last year though! well after that i ended up drinkin with everyone. We got 2 pints of bacardi gold, and drank some of harveys jack daniels.. he decided to drink with us.
Sunday~I got my wisdom teeth pulled how much fun! they gave me vikies and motrin800s. needless to say i stayed home all day.
Today~ I stayed home from school. but woke up around nine and ended up goin to 3rd and 4th hour. then caleb came over and brought me food. he bought me something else too. If anyone knows what im talkin about.. it turned out negative. :) WHICH IS THE BEST THING IN THE WORLD FOR ME! then i passed out. i woke up in the worst mood ever~and i need a smoke but i hav no money. I think im gonna go look for a job wednesday. cuz no one ever wants to do anything-and the reason i dint want a job is to hangout with my friends my last year of highschool.
*so right now.. im pissed off cuz nothing seems to be going my way. fuckin im in this house way too much and no one comes over to visit me. i need a smoke and caleb said he was gonna come over and now we dont think he is. so ya.... im sitting here. With my gay ass brothers who think their these fuckin hardasses cuz they can talk shit to me. One day i wont have to deal with them. and the day that is-I think ill be happy and maybe theyll realize that they arnt perfect. i really hate them sometimes.. i just wish they werent the way they are!*
leav me sum comments.. cheer me up .. visit me if ya wanna.. im just sick of being here by my self with my fuckin family! |
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| an ordinary day |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|06:23 pm] |
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| | WIKKA WIKKA .. no music but the echoing silence | ] |
~[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<today [...] part)>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] ~<today started off kind of bad. I went to school with the worst mood i think ive had in a long time. but school was alright (for the most part) then i came home>~ (which was the best relief!)
When i got home i called caleb;) got to talk to him. Then lori came over and we carved my PUMPKIN:) Then we through cob webs all over my yard. so ya im in the decorating spirit:) After that lori went to work. And i just got done watching van helsing. GREAT MOVIE. everyone would love it<3
Now im sittin here... thinkin up some plans for the weekend<3 i think tomorrow i might go to angies.. then saturday spend the night with my girls. MB even go to a haunted house! i really wanna!
WHOS INTERESTED IN SCARIN THE SHYT OUTTA LIL KIDS? IF YOUR UP FOR IT.. ME N LORI N ANYONE ELSE WHO WANTS TO WE'RE GONNA SET UP LIKE A MINATURE HAUNTED HOUSE TO SCARE THE KIDDIES! LEMME KNOW N LEAV IT HERE!
other then that im prolly just gonna do my home work.. some laundry n talk to caleb.. if ya wanna call me! go for it<3 buh bye lovelys!<3
I <3 YOU |
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| MY SURVEY |
[Oct. 16th, 2004|06:22 pm] |
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What is your name?: JESSICA
Are you named after anyone?: no
What's your screename?: flossinmyfat05
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: dont know
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: samantha
Are there any mispronunciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: no
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: nope
Basics
Your gender:: female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight/completely straight
Single?: nope but yep.. hard to tell
If not, do you want to be?::?
Birthdate:: 11-30-86
Your age:: 17
Age you act:: my age! opinionated and a complete bitch!
Age you wish you were:: 21
Your height:: 5'8''
Eye color:: blue
Happy with it?: of course
Hair color: blonde
Happy with it?: of course
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your living arrangement:: does it matter
Your family:: what about them?
Have any pets?: yes a dawg!
Whats your job?: dont have one/thank GOD
Piercings?: ears and belly button
Tattoos?: yes i do..
Obsessions?: um... SEX!!! HA HA lol j/p
Addictions?: smoking :(
Do you speak another language?: i could try!
Have a favorite quote?: The ultimate test of a relationship is to disagree but hold hands.
Do you have a webpage?: no
Do you live in the moment?: almost always
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: NOT AT ALL
Do you have any secrets?: YES!
Do you hate yourself?: HARDly ever.. but on a rare occasion
Do you like your handwriting?: yeah
Do you have any bad habits?: yep
What is the compliment you get from most people?: that they like my eyes or my make-up
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: ONE FUCKED UP LIFE
What's your biggest fear?: GHOSTS!
Can you sing?: LOL i can try
tend to be someone else just to look cool?: never
are you a loner?: hell no i got my makas!
What are your #1 priorities in life?: graduating!
if u were another person, would you be friends with you?: i dunno.. i can be a bitch... lol.. but thats what my friends like about me
Are you a daredevil?: YEAH!
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: hate that i can be such a bitch to the people i care about the most
Are you passive or aggressive?: both
Do you have a journal?: obviously
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: i have only strengths.. lol j/p
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: my motivation
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: sometimes
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yeah-alot..
Do you think life has been good so far?: at times.. but i think life is a bitch all together.. we learn from it...
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: to keep goin even when people push or hold you down!
What do you like the most about your body?: you tell me!;)
And least?: my boobs.. could they be any smaller! lol im fine with them though
Do you think you are good looking?: sometimes
Are you confident?: most of the time
What is the fictional character you are most like?: super woman
Are you perceived wrongly?: i think so.. sometimes
Do You...
Smoke?: yes
Do drugs?: not anymore..ive quit them all
Read the newspaper?: when nope
Pray?: when i am really depressed and theres nothing else for me to do cuz all i wanna do is die... and when i need somethin to believe in.. alot of people don't know that about me.
Go to church?: sometimes
Talk to strangers who IM you?: of course.. its always fun to talk to new people
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yea
Take walks in the rain?: yeah if im up for it
Talk to people even though you hate them?: ill give them respect but if i hate them they no it and wont dare talk to me
Drive?: yes but no car
Like to drive fast?: i like to drive fast but i hate when im drivin with people who drive fast!
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: yes
Been out of the country?: canada, and the bahamas!
Eaten something that made other people sick?: yes(olives w/ pickles n cottage cheese)
Been in love?: twice
Done drugs?: unfortunately yes i did alot of them
Gone skinny dipping?: lol never with me,,,collins took her to the ER!
Had surgery?: never
Ran away from home?: too many times
Played strip poker?: ARE YOU KIDDING ME.. too MANY times! lol
Gotten beaten up?: lol by my brothers!
Beaten someone up?: when i was thirteen n fourteen alot
Been picked on?: yes... until i got the balls to say shit back
Been on stage?: yes--i love being on stage-i love the thrill.. that was my passion for many years
Slept outdoors?: lol yeah
Thought about suicide?: tried it/regret it/will never do it again/no one nos i tried but selected few people. now you all no
Pulled an all nighter?: all the fuckin time with my gurls/ and some guys;)
If yes, what is your record?: two days i think
Gone one day without food?: yes
Talked on the phone all night?: yes
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yes! its possible ive done it with alot of guys! and we dint do anything at all together!
Slept all day?: hardly ever but ive tried
Killed someone?: someone? NO something? a fish or two
Made out with a stranger?: haha... umm...
Had sex with a stranger?: NO never will
Thought you're going crazy?: too many times
Been betrayed?: yeah why do you think i hate so many people
Had a dream that came true?: yeah
Broken the law?: underaged drinking, smokin weed.. drivin with out a license...more n more--broken into places-stolen things from stores.. ya i use to be stupid.
Met a famous person?: never
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: i told ya FISH
On purpose?: fish-i hated my fish im serious!
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yeah... but it was for the better of the two
Stolen anything?: YES
Been on radio/tv?: radio
Been in a mosh-pit?: ya in the back of a suburban while everyone was high except me! lol
Had a nervous breakdown?: a couple of times
Bungee jumped?: i WANT TOO!
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: ... ITS POSSIBLE
Miracles?: it can happen
Astrology?: sagitarius.. i think reading them passes time
Magic?: no
God?: i have no answer to that cuz i really dont know
Satan?: dunno?
Santa?: umm yeah... lol no!
Ghosts?: totally!
Luck?: yeah
Love at first sight?: yeah i do.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: in certain circumstances
Witches?: lol no
Easter bunny?: yep! i love the easter bunny...lmfao!
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: ya.. i hate people who cheat on their partner!
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: WOULDNT THAT BE FUCKIN AWESOME!
Do you wish on stars?: i use to.. and when me n my friends are really bored.
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: dunno
Do you think God has a gender?: dunno
Do you believe in organized religion?: too many religious questions that i dont have answers too!
Where do you think we go when we die?: i hope so
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: ya
Who is your best friend?: .... i'm sure they already know that
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: My bestfriend Erica and My man!;)
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: dont listen to what people say
Thing you're picked on most about?: ?
Who's your longest known friend?: Erica
Newest?: Lori
Shyest?: i honestly dont know any of my friends who are shy!
Funniest?: Lori(i like you but your CRAZY)
Sweetest?: holly
Closest?: erica and lori
Weirdest?: i think jenny is the weirdest HONESTLY
Smartest?: ... definitly SARA!
Ditziest?: Lori jenny christina regina lol alot of em are
Friends you miss being close to the most?: angie
Last person you talked to online?: Bill collins ex-boyfriend
Who do you talk to most online?: hmm... alot of ya'll
Who are you on the phone with most?: caleb
Who do you trust most?: caleb
Who listens to your problems?: caleb n erica
Who do you fight most with?: ERICA
Who's the nicest?: my friends are the best
Who's the most outgoing?: collins
Who's the best singer?: samantha!
Who's on your shit-list?: do i have to list all the names
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: fuck no--except collins/lol j/p
Who's your second family?: i lost my second family a few months ago.. over petty drama!
Do you always feel understood?: hardly ever
Who's the loudest friend?: JENNY ERICA AND COLLINS
Do you trust others easily?: no
Who's house were you last at?: Calebs
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: Caleb
Do your friends know you?: i think so
Friend that lives farthest away:: erica and angie
Friend that has an obession over a family member of yours?: not really an obsession but lori likes one of my brothers
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: no never
What do you find romantic?: when someone will tel you how they feel COMPLETELY
Turn-on?: hmmm.. i love a guy who knows what to do
Turn-off?: an asshole who doesnt respect girls
First kiss?: jon, eric, or dan.. one of the three
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: depends/ id just want them to know FRIENDS IS AN OPTION!
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: yes
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: no...
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: ya
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i dont worry bout what alot of them think
What is best about the opposite sex?: everything.. the way they arnt so dramatic
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: Cockyness
What's the last present someone gave you?: a bear n flower from caleb
Are you in love?: yes
Do you consider your significant other hot?: of course... i love em'
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: lol JENNY
You wanted to kill?: my moms husband
That you laughed at?: jenny
That laughed at you?: caleb
That turned you on?: do i have to answer (my babay;)
You went shopping with?: i havent been shopin in sooo long
That broke your heart?: ahh.. .. .. id rather not say
To disappoint you?: my brothers
To ask you out?: hmmmm.. secret.. shhhh!!
To make you cry?: nevermind that one
To brighten up your day?: MY MAKAS
That you thought about?: hmm.. i think about alot of people! ;)
You saw a movie with?: tony urbanowski, lori, my lil brothers and their friends
You talked to on the phone?: caleb
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: cant remember
You saw?: jenny lol standin right behind me!
You lost?: my friend angies grandma but she died way b4 i found out about it:(
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: yep! to a haunted house
Will it be with your significant other?: yep cuz its sweetest day
Or some random person?: nope
What are you wearing right now?: jeans, white tee, and blue over coat
Body part you're touching right now: my leg
What are you worried about right now?: if everything will work out good or not
What book are you reading?: none
What's on your mousepad?: some engineering shyt
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: impatient, annoyed, eager, willing (to please,lol) and thank ful
Are you bored?: no
Are you tired?: no
Are you talking to anyone online?: u know how hard it is for me 2 do 2 things at once!!!?
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: .... probably both
Are you listening to music?: no |
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[Oct. 16th, 2004|03:36 pm] |
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Happy FUCKIN sweetest day! hope everyones got there someone with them... im here with my gurls cuz we all realize that honestly some guys suck!! |
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| ~*::Sitting at home on a FrIdAy NiGhT::*~ |
[Oct. 15th, 2004|07:37 pm] |
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| | dangerously in love with you-destinys child | ] |
FRIDAY NIGHT: im at home sick:( oh well i kinda think i need a hole day to myself. things can get crazy in this lovely world of ours!
i dont know what i would do tonite.. if i dint have my gurls on line with me:) JENNY--LOL YOU WOULD MORE THEN LIKELY BE THE GODMOTHER.. and what about scented condums? lol
no no, if i dint have the internet.. i would be bored as hell right now!
Thanks--to my friends that ever hoed me out.. i love you so much!
hope you know that i really do remember things like that! i really do! i love you so much BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!
THANKS caleb for the lil' bear and the flower.. i love you<3 |
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